Welcome to Faith & Worship

Here you’ll find Bible studies shaped by Scripture, song, and reflection.

Jesus reaching down to lift a boy as his father pleads in a stone courtyard

Near Caesarea Philippi

The God of the Gap

Help My Unbelief

Listen to the song

Help My Unbelief

LORD I BELIEVE, HELP MY UNBELIEF!

Listen to All SongsListen to All Songs

Tap Listen, then keep walking — the song follows you from page to page.

0:000:00

Read along

Full lyrics

Every line stays visible. The line being sung is highlighted.

LORD I BELIEVE, HELP MY UNBELIEF!

LORD I BELIEVE, HELP MY UNBELIEF!

LORD I BELIEVE, HELP MY UNBELIEF!

LORD I BELIEVE, HELP MY UNBELIEF!

I’m standing on a canyon edge, looking to the other side

The chasm is as wide as all the years I cried

The spirit who possessed my son beat him day and night

He threw him into fire, and fought me for his life

Then I heard the Master was coming down the hill

I led my son by the hand—we walked into the crowd

I pleaded with the twelve—“Please free my son.”

They vainly spoke an empty prayer—thunder without rain

Every hypocrite mocked their shame and they mocked my pain

As I stared into the canyon, I instantly heard the cry

A sudden wind blew by and the choir sang, “It is Him.”

He didn’t ask for perfect faith

He took my seed and built a bridge that hour

So I cry out from the empty space of everything I need:

LORD I BELIEVE, HELP MY UNBELIEF!

LORD I BELIEVE, HELP MY UNBELIEF!

LORD I BELIEVE, HELP MY UNBELIEF!

LORD I BELIEVE, HELP MY UNBELIEF!

The heavy crowd split wide as the people ran as one

They rushed to meet the Master on the mountain side that day

I fell down to my knees right at His holy feet

Tears became the only prayer my broken voice could find

With a single mighty word, He cast the evil out

My boy stood up walking where shadows used to tread

LORD I BELIEVE, YOU HELPED MY UNBELIEF!

LORD I BELIEVE, YOU HELPED MY UNBELIEF!

LORD I BELIEVE, YOU HELPED MY UNBELIEF!

LORD I BELIEVE, YOU HELPED MY UNBELIEF!

You spanned the gap… for my seed of faith

Lord I believe… You helped my unbelief

Lyrics: Bill PerkinsVocals & Music: AIbillperkins.com

Passage · Mark 9:14–29; Matthew 17:14–21; Luke 9:37–43

Near Caesarea Philippi · from The One

The next day, as they descended the mountain (Mk 9:14–27) and approached the other disciples, they saw a large crowd surrounding them with some teachers of the law arguing with them. Upon seeing Jesus, wonder filled the crowd, and they ran to greet Him.

“What are you arguing about?” He asked.

A man in the crowd answered, “Teacher, I brought my son to You. He has a mute spirit. (M7:15) Have mercy (L9:38) for he’s my only child. (M7:15) He’s epileptic and suffers greatly. (Mk) Wherever it seizes him, it throws him down and he foams at the mouth, grinds his teeth, and is wasting away. I asked Your disciples to cast it out, and they weren’t able.”

“You unbelieving generation,” Jesus said. “How long will I put up with you? How long will I bear with you? Bring (L9:41) your son (M17:7) here (Mk 9:19) to Me.”

And they brought the man’s son to Jesus. When the spirit saw the Lord, it immediately threw the boy into a convulsion and he fell to the ground, writhing and foaming at the mouth.

Jesus asked his father, “How long has this been happening to him?”

“From childhood,” he explained. “It frequently throws him into the fire or water to destroy him. But if You can do anything, have compassion, and help us.”

Jesus said to him, “If there is anything I can do! Everything is possible for the one who believes.”

The boy’s father cried out with tears, “I do believe! Help my unbelief!”

When Jesus saw a crowd rapidly gathering at the scene, He rebuked the unclean spirit, “You mute and deaf spirit, I command you, come out of him and never enter him again!”

The spirit gave a shriek, violently convulsed the boy, and left him. The boy looked so much like a corpse that most of the people said, “He’s dead.” But Jesus grasped his hand and lifted him, and he stood to his feet.

So Jesus rebuked the impure spirit, healed the boy, and gave him back to his father. And everyone marveled at the greatness of God.

Then the disciples met with Jesus privately and asked, “Why weren’t we able to cast it out?”

“Because you have so little faith,” He said. “I tell you truthfully, if you have faith as small a mustard seed, you could tell this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.” And He said to them, “This kind will come out only by prayer and (M17:21) fasting.”

“I do believe; help my unbelief!”
Mark 9:24

Lyrical Post

Bill Perkins

A Father, Not Faith

The desperate father
didn't come to Jesus with bold faith.
He came with a broken heart.

His son had been tormented
since childhood —
thrown into fire and water
by a violent spirit.
The disciples had tried
to expel it and failed.

So the father turned to Jesus
and said:
"If You can do anything,
take pity on us and help us."
(Mark 9:22)

Jesus didn't let that "if" slide.
He echoed it back:
"If You can?"
said Jesus.
"Everything is possible
for one who believes."
(Mark 9:23)

The Bridge

The man's response
was raw and honest:
"I do believe;
help my unbelief."
(Mark 9:24)

And that was enough.

Jesus commanded the spirit
to leave and never return.
The boy convulsed violently
and collapsed like a corpse.
But Jesus took him by the hand,
lifted him up,
and he stood.

You may not know this about Jesus:
He is the God of the Gap —
the One who bridges the distance
between the faith we have
and the faith we need.

The father didn't bring perfect belief.
He brought a prayer.
And Jesus met him in the middle.
He didn't say,
"Come back when you're stronger."

He said,
"I'll stand in the gap."

He is the God of the Gap.

Reflection Question

What do I need to bring honestly to Jesus today with the prayer, “I do believe; help my unbelief”?

What This Means to Me

I don't have to bring Jesus a finished faith.
I can bring Him the truth —
that I believe,
and that I still need help.

The prayer is not a performance.
It is faith turning toward Jesus
with its weakness uncovered.

The gap between what I trust
and what I fear
does not frighten Him.
He meets me there.
He takes my hand
and lifts me up.

I will not wait until I feel certain
to come to Him.
I will bring the faith I have,
and let Him become the bridge.

Discussion Questions

  1. 1What details in the father's story show how much weight he and his son have been carrying?
  2. 2How do the arguing crowd, the failed disciples, and the suffering boy shape the atmosphere Jesus enters?
  3. 3What does the father's “If You can do anything” reveal about what disappointment has done to his expectations?
  4. 4Why is “I do believe; help my unbelief” an honest prayer rather than a contradiction?
  5. 5Where have past disappointments or other people's failures made it harder for you to trust Jesus?
  6. 6What is the difference between bringing Jesus the faith you have and waiting until you feel you have enough?
  7. 7How do Jesus' command, His authority over the spirit, and His taking the boy by the hand reveal both power and compassion?
  8. 8What gap between the faith you have and the faith you need are you being invited to place in Jesus' hands this week?

Prayer

Father, I bring You the faith I have and the unbelief I cannot hide.

Meet me in the space between what I believe and what I still fear. Teach me to bring You an honest prayer instead of pretending to be stronger than I am.

Thank You that Jesus does not wait for my faith to be perfect. He stands in the gap. He takes the hand of the helpless and lifts them up.

He is the Servant King — exalted above every name.

I ask this in Jesus' name. Amen.

← The Great Hall