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Jesus' First Word From The Cross

Collected Essays

Bill Perkinsdraft

He hung there—

suspended by nails

through His wrists and feet.

Soldiers laughing.

Leaders sneering.

The crowd mocking.

Both criminals

taunting Him

(Lu 23:39),

joining the chorus

of contempt.

His followers stood

at a distance—

far enough

not to be noticed,

but close enough

to see the hammer fall,

close enough

to hear His groans

and His last words.

He spoke seven times

from the cross.

Each sentence demanded

pushing down on His feet

to ease the weight

on His lungs.

His first prayer

from the cross

was spoken

in the present tense,

repeated

again and again:

“Father, forgive them…”

Back to the Garden

To grasp the deeper meaning

of that prayer,

we must go back

to the garden.

It was there

Jesus’ sweat mingled

with blood,

dripped to the ground—

from the cup

before Him.

On the cross,

His blood also dripped

to the ground—

from His hands,

His feet,

His head,

His back—

spilling from the cup

at His lips.

Take This Cup

In Gethsemane (Mt 26),

Jesus prayed three times

for the Father

to intervene:

“Take this cup…”

And the Father refused.

He held back

rescue.

Not to Intervene

At Golgotha (Lu 23),

on the cross,

Jesus repeatedly prayed

for the Father

not to intervene.

Aphíēmi

Here’s the part

often missed:

the verb He uses

for forgive—

aphíēmi—

usually means

release a debt.

“Forgive us our debts”

(Mt 6).

But aphíēmi

also means:

hold back,

don’t interfere.

And here,

it cannot mean

“cancel their debt.”

Why?

Because forgiveness

never comes

because Jesus asks

the Father

to forgive someone.

Jesus said forgiveness comes

to the one who believes

in the One

the Father sent

(Jn 3; Jn 6).

Divine Restraint

On the cross,

Jesus can’t be asking

the Father

to erase the debt

of His executioners.

There, aphíēmi

must mean:

hold back,

don’t interfere,

don’t rescue Me.

Jesus isn’t asking

for the forgiveness

of debt—

but pleading

for divine restraint.

So His prayer becomes

a plea for the Father

not to remove the cup.

He Would Drink the Cup

Soon Jesus would

drink the cup

filled with

the Father’s wrath.

Forgiveness would come—

not because Jesus

asked for it,

but because Jesus

died for it.

Pass it on